Recently, I began to miss the nights when I would stay up late talking to someone about the randomest things. The nights when I would also have webcam sessions with close friends and fall asleep with them. I miss the intimacy I had with everyone. The kind of intimacy where we practically were joined by the hip. It was good vibes and good feelings, no drama no bs. Just happiness. 

But why am I so caught up in the past? If I could I would let it go, but I can’t for some reason it’s just to hard to do so. If I leaved the things behind, I’d probably be better off somehow, but just reminiscing makes it kind of impossible.